YOLO. For real.

Hi. I would like to let you know that you only live once. So make sure you LIVE. That is all.

"I Understand"

Sometimes, people say "I Understand" a lot to you, when you're going through emotional times. But do they really "understand" where you're coming from? Sometimes I look at people and think, no, you well and truly do  not understand what I'm going through.

At the moment, my life has gone into a steep. Things are becoming worse and worse before they can even attempt to get better. And I'm about to tell you my story... Let's see if you 'understand'.

Okay so yeah, it was a ordinary day, going to school, last day of the week and ready to go home and just relax for the weekend. I had my day planned and I was feeling confident, but as usual, not motivated. I had rehearsal with my Theatre Study teacher. During the first half of the rehearsal everything was going fine and I felt like I had actually been making progress through this rehearsal. Then suddenly I'm sitting there being yelled at. For not ready a script that was essential for part of my exam. I was then rhetorically asked why I even bothered to choose this subject if I put no effort into the lessons. Then I just thought, you know what, he's right, why did I choose this subject?

Later that day I came home, still depressed and oppressed.

That night, the house was empty and I was there, on my own. I got my iPad out and started recording myself talking about my day, to try and get it off my chest. Making YouTube videos is seen as an escape for me. I feel like I can talk to people and they will listen (my audience anyway). Then I just gave up creating the video. Sat in my bedroom and then burst into tears. Let's not lie, I was feeling very emotional at this point. I didn't know what to do, I was so confused. This is when I realised how depressed I actually was. During Sunday, I paced up and down my house worrying what Monday would bring, and I know for a fact this is not what someone should have to go through. So I decided to go in on Monday, or Tuesday (today). And made a massive decision to drop out of sixth form altogether, because after looking at my results, I can see that I'm failing. I have no hope of getting those grades better, and I know this. I'm sick to death with getting earfuls of pressure, it's just too much for me. So tomorrow, I'm going to see my head of sixth form, to sign some papers and reject any offers he makes to me to try and get me to stay in sixth form. But once I make a decision, it's hard to change my mind.

Now I'm getting people say how I'm a failure and that I give up too easily. Well, not really. I've already applied for college, awaiting an interview, to study BTEC Media. It's the only thing that I can do academically. But really, my main dream and aspirations is to become a musician, so I'm trying to see this as a safeguard.

I know, some people may have had it worse than me. Much worse.

But from that one teacher who gave me hell, I feel like it's actually opened my eyes, and how I don't actually want to do sixth form. I've been at that school for almost 6 years, I can't keep seeing it over and over and over. It gets boring. Nothing is new. It feels like my life is in a cycle.

The moral? From one bad experience, comes a good opportunity.

- Steven

Much love.

Why the world will NOT END in 2012 :-)

Okay so basically, many of wierdo's have been let loose and have been spreading these rumours of the end of the world  on 21st December 2012. Well first of all, many of times before have people predicted that the end of the world was due, for example, in May 2011, some preacher was going around building a sort of army of believers and got people in to so much panic. I think I heard some people sold their homes? Or something like that. And yet, we're still here. That sucks for them.

So people said the axis on Earth would shift. Well, that's kind of impossible. The moon is keeping the Earth at a stable axis, so if the Earth was to shift, the moon would have to evaporate into thin air - which isn't expected to happen. Also the "planet alignment". Planet alignments won't effect our plant or our tides. The only planets or objects that effect the moon's gravitational pull on the tides is the moon and the sun, as they are both relatively close to the Earth.

Another theory is "Nibiru". Okay, so whether you believe this or not, Nibiru is supposed to be a planet that is heading for Earth and will... well... destroy it. Well no, it won't - because it doesn't exist. If a planet was heading for Earth, telescopes and astronomers around the world would have been able to see it possibly hundreds of years ago. Especially if it is larger than the Earth, which in theory, it is.

So yeah, the list just goes on but there is NO scientific proof that the world will ACTUALLY end. So, I'm sorry those who think this, but just stop worrying when the world will end... live a little.

Source:
http://www.space.com/14845-mayan-doomsday-2012-nasa-video.html

Sorry for not blogging :'(

I've been so involved with YouTube, Twitter and Facebook that I've totally forgotten about this site. My bad :') But I promise that I will upload for stuff onto here as well as my other social networks which are below if you would like to go check them out :') Thanks a billion bajillion.

http://www.facebook.com/stevenloguemusic

http://www.twitter.com/#!/stevenlogue1

Thanks again!

- Steven

Um... Ok?

Yeah, one thing... I'm not too sure why people that have no videos on YouTube expect others to subscribe. Really? It's a waste of time if no-one puts effort in to generate subscribers. Just saying :')

- Steven

Willow Smith - Fireball (Review)

In this post, I'm going to be critical about a song that has a good beat and is really catchy, but the video doesn't match the title of the song...

Pros:

- Catchy chorus.

- Some relation to the "fireball" title from the background of flames.

- Rural area makes a good setting (doesn't relate to being a fireball at the party, however).

- A lot of dancing, expected from a music video.

Cons:

- The beginning sequence was a lot like the Britney video for Till The World Ends.

- The intro sequence reminded me of Star Wars which isn't a good sign if the video has nothing to do with space (except the obvious fake meteorite supposedly being the fireball).

- What has Nicki Minaj's costume got to do with the song? Also, she stands out too much even though it isn't her song.

- I felt like I was seeing the same thing over again. This song and the video was very repetitious.

- Towards the end of the video, Willow is singing "I'm the fireball of the party" over and over again. The camera angle doesn't change, however, and caused me to become bored.

- In the beginning, the camera is focused on the dancers for too long.

- When Willow begins to sing the chorus for the first time, she is joined with her dancers and some other dancers which are placed to her left and her right. Why was this needed? The males on the right looked confused to what they were doing. The extra group dancers were not needed.

- Felt like a scene from Step Up.

That's about it. More Con's that Pro's. I don't know what else to say apart from, Willow has done better than this with Whip My Hair and 21st Century Girl.

Firstt Postt! :D:D

Thank you for viewing my blog. It's much appreciated :). Like a conversation, I don't know how to start speaking. A blog is definitely not as easy as I thought lol. Ok so, Christmas! It's so close but so far away? Like, the more I think about it the more the time just drags, time doesn't like me :(. One present that I'm pretty positive that I'm going to get is The Sims 2. Now I know, Sims 3 is probably so much better but Sims 2 is just as good and costs less. I hate people spending money on me if it's not necessary, I don't know why, it just makes me feel greedy (not a good feeling). That's about all I can talk about for now, I'll update the blog tomorrow and hopefully, well... It'll be more interesting :) thank you :)

Peace.

- Steven